sO itS TaYLOR~

im goin to Taylor University College very soon...

gona miss perlis,my mum,my dad,my bro... T.T

not to forget my frens,juniors and best frensss..

but quite hapi cuz i wil be able 2 meet my beloved sis more often if im in KL..

yeah,should be hapi and im looking forward to seeing my other bez frens coming to KL too..

2moro is his bday and should i juz phone him to juz gave him the simple warm wish?? 

HAPI BDAY by the way,and my bro result is coming out tomoro too..

=))

I've finished my bloody exam,SPM couple of days ago n it was like enormous weight being lifted off my mind,seriously..no more feeeling of guilt for spending too much of time in front of da computer..well,forget bout my last subject,Chemistry where i've made so many careless mistakes...haiz..account was a total bitch durin da exam..duhhh..

8th of December was reli a very gud day..GUD DAY! we had gathering tat nite at piza hut though i've sweared nt to enter Piza Hut anymore..we chat,laughed n crack some jokes..perhaps tey bully me too..Suyen and Diangde bully me the most :(( Song Yong helped them to commit tis crime towards the innocent me too..

Su Yen and I arrived early and where are the guys????

da empty piza hut

Then we couldn't tahan to snap few pics..lets post tis onli..

Here are the guys...
Diangde and Shen Yen smiling after SPM..LOL

Group Picture 

pIcture of da DAY! i edit tat~

Next,family time~

my blur brother and meeee~cheeseee~~

taGGED

1.) Stalkerlist can be found here: http://apps.facebook.com/stalkercheck/
2.) Write the names of everyone on your stalkerlist below.
3.) DO NOT READ THE QUESTIONS BEFORE YOU PUT IN YOUR ANSWERS. JUST DON'T DO IT.
4.) Tag everyone you mentioned.

1. Su Yen
2. S.Yong
3. Hean2
4. Erine Ooi
5. Dillion
6. Evon
7. JiunChia
8.Naim
9. Andre
10. Yoong Tsien
11. Ian Ling
12. Qian Yee
13. Chwee Fern
14. Shen Yen
15. Zamir
16. Chang Zhi
17. Ling Hui
18. Chia En
19. Chia Jee


→Are you honestly surprised about any of these?
- huh...nope,juz very normal

→How did you meet 4? (Erine)
- Ttion i guess

→How much does 9 mean to you? (Andre)
- Fren :) he noes

→Describe 14 in two words. (Shen Yen)
- best fren n very funny guy...haha

→What is your most fond memory with 19? (Chia Jee)
-well,tuition ;p

→Do you know all of 2's secrets? (Song Yong)
- wah,better ask him whether he had told me a lot...muahahaha

→If you could marry either 2 or 19, who would it be? (Song Yong &Chia Jee)
- Can i marry no 1? hahahaha,hope suyen wont kill me

→How far do you think you are on 5's stalkerlist? (Dillion)
- not reli lea

→When is the next time you're going to see 7? (Jiun Chia)
- tis coming monday

→When is the last time you saw 17? (Ling Hui)
- few hours ago(giving bek the text buk)

→How do you think 13 feels about you? (Chwee Fern)
- sure she would think im reli a polite and gud gud girl..huhuhu

→Are 11 and 12 anything like each other? (Ian Ling & Qian Yee)
- frm 5S1 and gud fren i guess

→Describe the relationship between 8 and 14. (Naim & Shen Yen)
- Classmates ;)

→Would you ever want to date 18? (Chia En)
- huhu,im nt a LES..duhhh

→How 2's parents are/were like?(Song Yong)
- i juz noe his mummy's name,wat else...hahaha

→Is 10 single? (Yoong Tsien)
-kakakakakakaka,better ask someone for the answer

→If you had never met 6, how would your life be different? (Evon)
- LOL...less jokes...kaka

→If you could tell 8 one thing right now, what would it be? (Naim)
- Hi naim =='''''

→What is the funniest thing you've ever heard 1 do? (Su Yen)
- secret...if i tell here,i gona die soon

→How did you meet 15? (Zamir)
-my classmate during the primary school's

→How did you come to be friends with 2? (Song Yong)
- MSN,FRIENDSTER

→If 3 died, would you be lost? (Junor)
- Mayb..haha,he's a cute guy,wont die so early larrrr

→What is the weirdest thing you've ever seen 4 do? (Erine)
- she's too cute to do those weird thngs

→What is 5's only weakness? (Dillion)
- not sure,maybe his GF noe :p

→Are you friends with any of 19's friends? (Chia Jee)
- Yerp!!

→Do you think 16 and 8 would make a good couple? (Chang Zhi & Chia En)
- hahaha,nthng is impossible...wat do u thnk?????

→Who is 7 to you? (Jiun Chia)
- my bez buddy

→If 1 and 3 hated each other, what would change? (Su Yen &Junor)
- Nahhhhhhh

→If 2 said to you that she/he loved 10, what would your response be? (Song Yong and Yoong Tsien)
- laugh till my stomach burst,and i'll tell him tat "both of u match" :p

→Is 11 anything like 18? (Ian Ling & Chia Jee)
- hmmmmm,same class

→How much trust do you have in 8? (Naim)
- a gud fren and i trust him

→Is 12 fun to be around? (Qian Yee)
- maybe

→Who do you like most out of all of these?
- hmmm,many of them,cannot decide

tOwArDs tHe eNd Of mY SeCoNdArY sChOOL LiFe~

=))
was having a reli reli great day wif all my frens today,totally duno wat im doing,juz let my hair down,enjoy to da fullest n take pictures non stop,and i can say stupid n crazy pictures...
Wat are we doin,we duno...writing names everywhr,hugging teachers n cries...fuhhhh~its great n its a great moment ever...Crazy!

It had been 5 years im in SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN DERMA!
u GUYS ROCKzzzz,i love u all...muackzz...will upload all those photos aftr SPM..

GUD LUCK N ALL DA BEST TO ALL 2009 SPM CANDIDATES!

tiRed is WaT I can SAy~

Currently studying when my bez fren called me,and chatted bout everythng in couple of hours..

About study,friendship,love n watever tat had happened recently..

Study,still ok and my giddiness 2wards study will be remedied in 2 months time^^

heehee...

friendship,hrm,everythng was juz ok and i had to admit tat im kinda sad whn we talked bout friendship,but its ok...

Love,it was lost long ago but nw,its al coming back to me..

Seemed like he dun even care how my life is goin on..

And i can sense the gap between us,the getting-further-and-further gap...

The biggest mistake i had made was to tell him the true feeling..

If I din do tat,maybe the situation is nt the same nw..

Maybe I can still enjoy the feeling of being concerned by someone..

Everythng changes n sorry to another "He"...

I chose to reject nt bcuz of ur weakness..

All the tears turned to dust,and I just knew my eyes were drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that he left

And I can't remember where or when or how

And I banished every memory he and I had ever made

IM SORRY=(

Seemed like he hurt me n i hurt u even deeper

He wil nvr noe the feeling whn the one u like ignores u completely

Seemed like im the stubborn one altho there's no more hope..

Tired of being d one who did all the talking,typing,and even questioning...

AHHHH,hw stupid i am..im tired n was reli tired!

When alone at last we'd count up ..

All the chances that were lost to us forever

But you were history

And I made myself so strong again somehow=))

itS geTTiNg cLoSeR n cLoseR =.=

Very fast and all i can was juz time flies or in fact im flying without wings...

Kinda scared n was so nervous...im seventeen! It had been so many years i left my kindergarten life n primary school..I had left my primary school for almost 5 years and i've never went bek to juz look around..Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Derma was the name of my secondary school which indubitably makes me proud whn ppl used to refer my sch as the best sch in Perlis..CLUSTER school man! Well,sudenli i miss ThoongThoong and all my primary school frens..

No doubt,i've found so many best frens during my secondary school time,like SinThoong,TaufuJee,SuYen,YenXian and finally not to forget,SongYong...I can still remember the first day SinThoong came to Derma n she was the most friendly girl and get used to new environment very fast...I will never forget her smile n all the moral support she gav us..love ya Thoong...

Taufu......zzzZZZZZzzzz...THREE words to describe everythng, CHIA EN'S BROTHER..haha,gt to noe him frm msn i guess,nt reli rmbr hahaksss...bt he is the most funny la...gona miss ur laugh n stupid joke in time to come..frens forever Chia Jee...

Su Yen,ahahah,my neighbour in class for 2 years..2years may be very short bt nvm,at least i noe u the most...all da crazy thngs n gossips will be imprinted in my mind forever...sori for sometimes i juz ignore ur msg juz to save money...wakakaka

YenXian,my best fren ever since form1 till nw,reli comfortable talking to u n u're reli the most kind one..lalalalala...ganbatte for ur spm Xian and hope tat we'll keep contact in time to come and dun forget me ya...still remembr our time in Mr.Saw ttion(English and Science) =))

Har Song Yong..huhuhu...BFF,and will owes be..very funny initially and i cant forget hw i've been guessing whch one is u in ttion class,cuz i dun reli noe who is SongYong or famous for the name "Ah Har"..bet u muz be studying very hard n yes,u din disapoint me..SPM is getting nearer n nearer so all da best yep,dun play games too much and update ur blog aftr SPM k..stil rmber all da advices u gave me whn im vry down..and yes,i reli admire ur kindness n u r reli forgiving...bt sometimes its nt about too kind or u r the one who wil be bullied..memory remains as memory and i believe u wil hav bright future in the long run,and dun wori,we'll face it 2getha~

signing off~12.06pm....

p.s:hapi deepavali!

BeauTifUL DAy,ohhhh i miss it !

Reminiscing all the time when i was in the kindergarten..huhu,i miss those time badly!!

i got this frm Khang Xi but i was not inside...

Yea,tis one was the most stupid picture of mine..stupid mushroom head i got tat time..

and tis one,the precious picture i've got...guess where am i..wahahaha

Secondary school,funny Shen Yen and Kanagesh.

My best fren ever,Yen Xian~muahhhhh~2007 at Mr.Saw ttion place

And,jeng jeng jeng jeng...form 4 last pic taken during the jamuan kelas..nice rite?!

4Arif rockzzz..5Arif too..haha


I reali treasure those time i spent in my life,especially during my secondary school life and i enjoy the moment though there are some moment that taste bitter.I did not give up and my life continue as I move on..I will keep on going and make sure there's no turning bek though i miss those moments..The moment when i spent my time with my crazy classmates when im in Form1,2 and 3..The moment when i cried when we spent the last day 2gether wif Sin Thoong in Perlis..The moment when i hit my brother when i was trying to teach him English for his UPSR..The moment when i went to Genting wif my friends..The moment when I took crazy but cute pictures wif my brother n sisters..The moment when i spent most of my time thinking bout him,who drive me crazy for years until now,i admit tat..The moment when we laugh in the class because of some stupid practical joke..Forever,it will be in my heart..Thanks to my friends,to my family,to all my best friends like YenXian,SinThoong,ChiaJee,SuYen,SongYong,to my 5Arif gang,and finally to him... =))

Reviving!

Guess what,my grades drop n suffer this time.I knew tat im nt the one who should be complaining this n tat cuz some of my classmates were facing the problem like me in fact,more serious.Hrmmm,i started to think all bout tat n found so many reasons for myself,the reasons why my marks were dropping drastically tis time.Still,I know im not well-prepared for the trial.My fren cried today and i was completely had no idea on how to juz comfort her.I've givin her all the support but I,myself was unhappy wif my marks,too juz not obviously.Diangde said i looked tension throughout the day but juz imagine the marks i get ,all the careless mistake n karangan "keluar tajuk"...I've wanted so much to ameliorate my grades n hope to get higher marks in the subjects i've been aiming for,somehow it turned out somethng more horrible..
Reli tension rite nw..i do remember and i'll owes remember my fren's advice to compete wif ourselves n not wif the othrs,but it still seemed like im nt satisfied wif wat i've got..
I should change,make my life better n revive everythng! And i will~

I loVe yOu AlWaYs fOrEvER

Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists with pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you
Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness, soft spoken words
Say, say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under a blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness, a magical time
Say, say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for youI love you always forever
Near and far, closer together

=.=""""

Wat's the colour of copper(II)sulphate PIG??

Answer: Blue

Oh my God! Wat am i doing right now! My mind is full of Chemistry after whole day reading it..
Hope the trial wil come faster and end earlier~~~Wish me luck! ^^

iTS thE eND~

Yeah,its the end.Finally,i made up my mind to juz forget wat had happened recently.Im not a coward anymore,and i will face it all by myself.No more sadness and enough ,Lee Weei !
I'll go ahead for my future and make sure there is no return or any feeling of remorse.
I admit tat i cried in the school but frm nw on, im not going to let my frens worry bout me again.I still have my frens n family.I've learned to be brave,to come to terms with the circumstance.I'M HAPPY!
and thanks to 4 of my best frens who gave me the ceaseless support..
thanks to him,bcuz of him,i knew my life better..
thnx to my sister n brother! I love u all !
Finally i saved myself! ^^v

RaIn ` ` ` ` ` ` ` ` `

Raining again in Perlis..and im emo again~i wish somebody would juz help me to erase all my memory for the past 3 years..i wonder hw gud will it be if i never noe u frm the start,hw gud if i never join kawad kaki,hw gud if i dun even no who is TYC...3years,sounds like im wasting my own time,but certainly,NO! Im glad tat im determined enough n finally i got to noe the answer which was enough to break my heart.I noe u never want to hurt me,but reli sori if tis turn to a guilty condition for u.I dare not open ur blog and dare not open ur page in Friendster cuz if i do,all my effort will be useless again..Its time for me to forget everythng..My sis advised me to let go b4 tis,but im too stubborn to heed the advice.Now,let God decide everythng~U got ur own life.The same as I. I've been wondering wat should i do if i meet u again at any places arranged by God..Am I going to run,hide,or cry?? I guess i wont...Now i juz need time to settle everythng.. Am I stupid?No,like wat ppl said,love is blind,and its completely blind for me..Loving u with all my heart and sometimes,I wonder y do i become like tat?I agree,its not easy to find someone where both of u love each other..I cried,and i noe everythng will be over..Maybe I wont be able to love anyone again in tis few yrs cuz i hate the feeling of injure of the heart..I've fall frm a great height and i need to crawl,stand up n face the world all over again..Cuz i noe,nobody is going to sympathise me,the stubborn girl.My fren used to refer me as a very tough girl,but tis is nt the real me..Sometimes,I think tat pretending may be better than telling everyone ur problem..
Tis time,my page could be a littlle EMO type,but i believe tis can end one day~give me the greatest support! Give me a big hug fren!
I LOVE U and i will owes do~bcuz of u, i noe myself better~BFF

SunDay~

2moro cuti!!
Bt need to stay at home studying some more,plus the tuition.Morning oredy gt Mr.Toh class. So glad tat i can SLEEP a lil bit longer 2moro..heeheehee
I've juz finish Mr.Toh class bt now oredy sitting in font of da pc!
Juz finish my lunch and i think my mum is reli the best cook in this world!
Love ya Mum!

yeee...i look weird~

pEaCe yo~

too delicious is like tat ~


too contented~

the pic of the day! sMILe alWays~

pieCES Of mE~

heeheehee...i on9 again..

i've promised not to open the computer n nw im stuck again...in facebook,blogspot,msn,friendster...

friendster is dead...

haiz,i wonder y tat seber changzhi dun wana comment anythng on my blog...

not fair la,i commented one oredy..

sometimes i pity him for being so faithful towards tat gal who is his friend's gf...

he must be very jealous n sad all the time cuz both of them r so sweet n romantic at sch..

i understand tat feeling...

the feeling whn he or she ignores u..

the feeling whn he or she dun remember ur bday...

the feeling whn he or she like someone else...

i used to think tat im the lucky one cuz at least he cares for me sometimes...

but nw i noe,we r in the same boat,changzhi..

but i reli salute u for being able to face her in sch...

i rmbr hw i hide n avoid places he used to appear..

i dun wana meet him cuz tis will only make my heart ache even more...

i used to think tat i will open his heart n help him to forget the past n battle the future,our future...

nw i noe,i was the fool again...he dun reli care much bout me..

he dun reli understand me,i guess,and he said tat too...

im nt here to rant and rave or to complain...

i noe he wont even look or read my blog anymore...

i pour out everythng by writing cuz i cant find anyone to talk about it...

i've told one of my best fren and im feeling vry guilty cuz she owes hv to comfort me over n over again...i dun wana bring troubles to anyone else cuz i noe everyone has their own life...

i wished to text him but i noe i muz stop doing tat...

i noe he will never text me again,no more chatting although we r still frens...

i duno hw he feels right nw...

did i disturb his life tis few years??

maybe wat i ask tat nite will scare him away,and nw i dun wish tat he will feel guilty or wat...

but wat i noe is i miss him even more...i do and i reli reli do.........

i've rejected a number of guys...

call me crazy,call me blind,for still suffering until nw

3 years fly like tat onli and eventually turn out nothng..

i wont let my grades suffer like last year anymore n i will stand up and face it..

maybe time will heal~i noe i cant make any restitution anymore...

u're my senpai forever~

StrUGGLiNg FoR ThE BRaND NEW dAy~

yeah,went to sch like always..
dragging n felt very sleepy too...
cuz i've been thinking of the same matter every nite~
its reli hard n i need to accept tis...
seriously,nobody is wrong right nw.....
i choose to wait n i choose to take all the risk..
having the rehearsal at sch for da anugerah kualiti...
guess wat,i got the chance to hold M16! THNX to Asilah,the super commander..see here

oooooo...the sunlight~i wonder hw could the KPWs stand there for hours....

brand new type of KKU...holding M16!

aSILAH aNIS aLI yEON


smart enough~

it seemed like im very hapi...bt i dun like my brand new day...

i noe i shouldnt think about tat anymore...

and i hate myself for missing him...

many things overwhelmed my mind...

about hw i noe him through kawad kaki...

about the KKU last time i've been participating...

useless,useless,useless.....

like i did last time,smile whn ppl is around and lick my own wound during the nite...

like i did last time,struggling n struggling to find the equilibrium point...

like i did last time,studying hard n keep myself busy all the time...

like i did last time,promising myself not to cry,but i've burst into tears whn i told him tat i wont cry...

it was to no avail...hate myself for being so weak...

but i will eradicate tat n yes,he is owes in my mind and deep in my heart core..

i dun need any sympathy frm others cuz i noe tat im the one who invite those troubles even some of my frens have been profusely advising me...

and believe me,i never blame u...

LEE WEEI,17th JULY 2009